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Wednesday, November 30, 2005 

I'm such a Stupid girl!!!

I'm such a stupid, stupid, stupid girl! Can't believe myself! Nothing ingenious, brilliant or original about me. I can't do anything right. I can't get anything other than wrong. I just can't FUCKING do it! Christ, my stupidity will be the stuff of legends, hopefully after but probably before I die. Stupid, stupid girl! Worthless human being occupying the planet, probably taking up someomne far more worthy's space. Stupid girl! I don't matter one whit and I'm the only thing that matters at all. Blithering idiot. Not an atom of anything remotely new, nothing that hasn't been said before, seen before, hated or loved before. My school teachers got it disastrously wrong. Pump me up with encouragement, set me up to fall to my death of disappointment in myself. Average BLOODY average! Unparalleled foolishness and irresponsibility. Unsurpassed immaturity. Just die, why are you even breathing? Waste of bloody space! CHRIST! There aren't enough words. Daft, hackneyed, torpid, gorked, puerile, commonplace, dull, still not enough bloody words!!

"Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood."

P.S. I expect no comments, what the hell can you say to such dribble anyways?

that its exactly that. who are you trying to kid? Tell me when it hits you otherwise.

don't hold your breath. there's documented proof, and I didn't compile it.

excuse me while i wallow in self-pity. hahahahaaa!

um...i dont mean to intrude, but youre stealing my line.


"Abuse"

lineS surely. unless there was a particular one you identified with. lol.

"Curses"

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