sleepless night(s?)
hello my friends. i just got back from shani bhais. spent the night there with lala. it was SO good to see someone from home yaar, even if only for a few hours and even though we didnt talk about anything spectacularly amusing but it was most excellent. linus THANK YOU for the pictures and the LOVELY letter. :'( like man, i miss you, but then you know that already.
something funny happened last night. i usually manage to go to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow. but....last night, was the most aweful night in a long time. lala and i had been talking and she said some stuff that i just couldnt forget, it was like a replay in my brain for like an hour and i was praying by the end. i was like God please please please i dont want to think anymore, i just want to go to sleep, please God. and if that wasnt bad enough, for the first time in a long time i was homesick. the kind of homesick that doesnt feel better no matter what you do, or in how much quantity you do it, so i was in bed CRYING my eyes out with lala asleep next to me and shani bhai in the next room passed out on the sofa. man it was horrrrrrrrrrrible! but anyways im up now, and determined not to sleep for a long tiem to come, for fear of the same thing happening again :S i need a linus to cuddle or a danny to hug before i can feel better. but until that happens ill just...ill just....i dunno, ill just go on i guess.
something funny happened last night. i usually manage to go to sleep as soon as my head hits the pillow. but....last night, was the most aweful night in a long time. lala and i had been talking and she said some stuff that i just couldnt forget, it was like a replay in my brain for like an hour and i was praying by the end. i was like God please please please i dont want to think anymore, i just want to go to sleep, please God. and if that wasnt bad enough, for the first time in a long time i was homesick. the kind of homesick that doesnt feel better no matter what you do, or in how much quantity you do it, so i was in bed CRYING my eyes out with lala asleep next to me and shani bhai in the next room passed out on the sofa. man it was horrrrrrrrrrrible! but anyways im up now, and determined not to sleep for a long tiem to come, for fear of the same thing happening again :S i need a linus to cuddle or a danny to hug before i can feel better. but until that happens ill just...ill just....i dunno, ill just go on i guess.
my darling, i didnt mean to get you all nostalgic but relax, in about 6 weeks you'll be flying back home!!!! (nrealy wet myself just thinking abt it) it will be the ball. until then throw yourself into london and whatever it is that you do completely, the nights are getting shorter anyway so sleep wont be a problem.
yours trooly,
Linus.
Posted by
Saher |
5:19 pm
kya hai tumhe? hain?
hain? hain? It's three. i'm up. the curse of the sleepless night has spread....! it's ure fault u nizami you.
Posted by
Boy |
3:00 am